repressed emotions have their heyday.

Repressed emotions have their heyday with or without your permission.

I seemed to have forgotten that tidbit of information, and now they're coming at me full force. There's: angst, aggression, sorrow, fear, sadness, indifference and empty longing.

I feel like I'm a shell, and I'm holding this flurry of emotions within myself. I can't move or speak, only feel everything bubbling beneath the surface.

Will I be able to get a handle on everything before it explodes, or will it implode and I have another breakdown? I don't know.

homecoming. home leaving.

being back in california has brought on a flurry of emotions. its invigorating to see old places and old faces. its so heartwarming to reconnect with people i use to spend ALL my time with. and its amazing to see how they've changed and meet their new friends. its amazing. i love being home so much.

but seeing people who haven't changed, people who are STILL in JUNIOR high. not even HIGH SCHOOL, but so regressed, its just frustrating. don't try to pull me down to your level.

i'm just doing me. so go on and do you.